Why?
Why do I fight within myself
Trying to reconcile
My love for her
With her independence?
Torture -
Sheer, painful torture:
Loving her completely,
To the exclusion of all others -
Without thought for other girls,
Or thought of my needs -
For so long now unfulfilled -
Or any selfishness
Which in my feeble power
I am able to subdue.
I would not force her:
I would not pressure her...
Yet what am I -
Stone?
I love!
And yet I am not loved!
Her fancies range,
And others merit
Attention more than me.
Am I to idly sit
And wait forever,
Hoping that she will finally
Accept,
Believe my love for her?
No!
I cannot bear the pain.
Aug 1969
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Jeff In Ormoc, Leyte
Jeff Age 60
Jeff In Ormoc, Leyte
About 'The Lassen Legacy'
Jeff Lassen has spent sixty years of his life writing. He has created an oeuvre, or body of work, that includes stories both complete and unfinished and a wealth of poetry that tells the story of his life and his loves. As he writes the last page of this book and awaits the opening of the next he has asked me to be his 'Literary Executor'.
This is an honour and a privilege. To be entrusted with a man's life work is a reward, not a burden. This Blog is the first stage of what I trust will become a worthy use for his work. I will post some of his poetry, his unfinished works and his completed stories. In time I hope to collate the poetry into a volume available both electronically and in print.
His unfinished work will form the basis of a course in interpretive writing; students will take his story ideas and unfinished material and weave their own tale. They can use his ideas to emulate his style or to diverge completely. To deconstruct and rebuild from a different perspective; feminist, marxist, post-colonial, existentialist... anything at all in fact. His only request to me is that his work is made available as widely as possible for the enjoyment of whoever wishes to read and absorb his writing and his thoughts.
When you read this, Jeff may have opened that next book. Whether he has or not, his writing and therefore, his soul, lives on. Writers know they put something of themselves into everything they write that they care enough about to put their name to.
Jeff will live on in the hearts of those who knew and loved him and within the minds of those who, through this vehicle, have shared his work.
Looking After A Legacy
My name is Perry Gamsby. I am a married father of five and a writer. I was recently given full authority to do with as I wished the collected works of Jeff Lassen, a man I only ever met the one time. He bought me lunch and we talked at length and over the years exchanged emails. Now he is living out his final few days as cancer takes his life from him. Jeff asked me to be his Literary Executor and I agreed. I hope this Blog is the start of something more for the life's work of a talented poet and engaging story teller.
Perry Gamsby
Sydney, Australia
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